5 Things: I Wish I Could Do Right Now

1. Run up and down the stairs
The fact that it takes me a whole minute to get upstairs or downstairs is annoying. I have to actually step on each and every single stair while hanging on for dear life via the handrail. On a positive note, I’m finally able to go up and down the stairs, which means I can sleep in my room again.

2. Walk comfortably without this back brace
I’m getting really sick and tired of walking like a zombie. It was a funny joke around Halloween, but it’s been a week since then and I’m not laughing any more.

3. Drive my car to Walmart or Target
Shopping online is great, but nothing beats the clearance at Target. I can’t believe I missed all the Halloween clearance this year! : (

4. Bend over to pick up something
Although my toes are getting stronger, I’d prefer not to have toe muscles. I’ve been picking up many things with my feet lately, but it would be really nice just to bend over…

5. Sit on the toilet without any assistance
I don’t even want to elaborate on this one.

While this may have been written in a somewhat comedic manner, I’m actually really sad most of the time. I feel purposeless and useless. I can count the number of times I cry each day on one hand still, so until I can’t, I’ll try not to worry too much. I just hope I get over this handicap before I delve into a deep depression. Pray for me and I’ll do the same.

3 thoughts on “5 Things: I Wish I Could Do Right Now

  1. Miss Nikki!!! what the hell happened to you?! don’t worry my dear you will be doing that in no time! i know how u feel about the stairs though!! i still cant go up & down the stairs without hurting my ankle πŸ™

  2. Hi Nikki,

    I am so sorry to hear that you’re still not feeling well. I hope and pray it is nothing serious. We will keep you in our prayers and storm the heavens for your healing. Do try to keep your spirits up; I still believe that laughter is one of the best medicines available and it’s free. πŸ™‚

    Take care sweetie and we hope you will get better soon and that we will get to see you soon too.

    Love you!

    • Hello Tita! I miss you. I’m doing (kind of) better. I’m trying to pray and laugh everyday, but I cannot laugh too hard because it is quite painful. Who would have thought that the back muscles were used when laughing? Nonetheless, thanks for visiting my blog! Love you always!

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